random

I thought i would start off with just a small ramble of random things.
I thought it fit the best since it matches well with my personality.
I sit on a couch-perhaps a big comfy couch-trying to overcome my food coma from a footlong sub. A girl sleeps beside me.
I finished class early- yet there is one more to come.

What's on my mind?
I didn't accomplish what I wanted to do right from the moment when I woke up.

I woke up to the alarming tone of my mother's voice. I locked my door before I went
to sleep-not necessarily to keep my mother out but to keep the safety of my life in.
I did open the window though.

While that last stanza didn't make any sense.
A sense of it makes me shiver.
I could have lost myself last night.
But I didn't.

So I woke up. Gave a long shout of dismay thinking about that one person that I would
disappoint by waking up too late.
I felt bad. Terrible.
The cycle that i'm going through is a cycle that never stops.
It may pause once in a while. But then it starts again.
I need some sort of splicer-yes splicer.
to just cut it off.

But the thing that made me feel better was the fact that I can get completely ready in seven
minutes flat.
And the fact that that one person is very forgiving and just.

Perhaps I'll try again tomorrow.
There are some things that actually can be fixed.

Psalm 36:5
Your love, o LORD, reaches to the heavens your faithfulness to the skies"